I appreciate you guys help. I honestly do. As for me, to give you a brief history and stats of myself, I'm 6"2 230 pounds... I've NEVER done steroids or any PED.... I've never drank alcohol, smoked weed or anything. The worst drug I've ever done, was take pain killers, prescribed by a doctor and that's about it.... I've done very well in football without the need of AAS or PED, but now I'm starting to find out, more people are taking AAS than I think and I honestly just want more of an edge, because almost everybody is on some PED.... We have a LB, that's 20 and is a shredded 270pounds who benches 485 pounds, power cleans 455, and squats the same boulders TX Terror loves to herrass lol... He's definitely on the juice, he gets roid rage at random times of the week and destroys the locker room some times lol.... I just want an edge, I want to be stronger, faster, etc!