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Summer cycle log! Pure Essence, Peptide Warehouse, and Euro Pharmacies
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That's great progress, bro!NJBro said:
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You're right about that!DylanGemelli said:
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Well, I just did my first pin ever, 250mg test e. I think I'm still shaking a bit, lol. Once I got everything loaded and was about to stick it, I said to myself I don't think I can do this but before I could finish the sentence the pin had already broke the skin. I seriously cannot believe how easy that was and pain free. However, the entire time I was injecting I was still nervous as hell, wondering if I did everything right. Did I have it in the right spot? Was everything sterile enough? Like I said I'm still nervous thinking about that. However, all in all, it was a very easy, painless experience!
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Yea man, it was definitely very nerve racking that first time.NJBro said:
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Well, tonight was my first night back at the gym after my first poke of test. Obviously nothing has happened so far with 1 pin under my belt. However, I did have a pretty Damn awesome workout. I still haven't really noticed any strength gains from the tbol but one thing is for certain, my recovery time in between sets has drastically improved. I'm basically ready for my next set as soon as I finish one. That in itself is very refreshing. I did deficit dead lifts tonight and shoulders.
I was only able to eat about half of my dinner. I have no appetite right now which is not good. Hopefully, it improves tomorrow.
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I was only able to eat about half of my dinner. I have no appetite right now which is not good. Hopefully, it improves tomorrow.
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I finished 2 weeks on tbol today and tomorrow starts week 3. I wish I could say I'm feeling something from the tbol but that just isn't the case. So, far I'm feeling a little disappointed. However, I have read a lot of people say that they don't start feeling the tbol until week 3. I thought Monday it was starting to kick in because I felt like I was recovering in between sets much faster. Now I just think I was having a good day. Last night I had a terrible without. I didn't feel well and everything was hurting. I barely finished my workout and I skipped out on cardio. I didn't get very much sleep Saturday night through Monday night, so I'm sure that played a huge role in my lack of performance.
Tonight I had a much much better workout. I did back and biceps and I killed everything and finished with a great pump. Still no noticeable strength gains from the tbol. I then topped the workout off with a nice 40 minute cardio session.
I did my second pin tonight post workout and we'll just say I'm a little worried about this one tomorrow. I basically had no pip from my first pin in my right leg until 2 days post injection. My right leg is still sore as I type this. It never hurt bad like where it was debilitating but it has just been sore for 2 straight days, like doms from leg day.
I'm a little worried about my left leg because I had the needle moving around wayyy too much while I was trying to inject. I could actually feel it slightly tearing tissue while it was moving around. Tomorrow is leg day, so I hope I don't get hit with bad pip tomorrow.
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Tonight I had a much much better workout. I did back and biceps and I killed everything and finished with a great pump. Still no noticeable strength gains from the tbol. I then topped the workout off with a nice 40 minute cardio session.
I did my second pin tonight post workout and we'll just say I'm a little worried about this one tomorrow. I basically had no pip from my first pin in my right leg until 2 days post injection. My right leg is still sore as I type this. It never hurt bad like where it was debilitating but it has just been sore for 2 straight days, like doms from leg day.
I'm a little worried about my left leg because I had the needle moving around wayyy too much while I was trying to inject. I could actually feel it slightly tearing tissue while it was moving around. Tomorrow is leg day, so I hope I don't get hit with bad pip tomorrow.
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I got a little bit of pip in my left quad. It's a little worse than the right leg but it's still nothing that I can't deal with. I killed legs tonight. I did some higher rep isolation work to start the workout off then I did a reverse pyramid on squats doing 20 reps, 15, 10, 8, and 6. I finished off the night with 35 minutes of steady state on the elliptical on resistance 10. I'm feeling like I'm managing my strength a little easier while still cutting. I'm definitely noticing small changes in my phsyic. I'm still waiting on strength gains from the tbol.
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It's been a couple days since I've updated. I probably won't be on here much the next couple of days, I'm closing on my house tomorrow and then moving.
Yesterday I did my 3rd pin in my right quad and everything went very smooth. It was definitely my best pin yet. I only have very very minor pip today, it's basically unnoticeable. Yesterday I had a killer headache that started around 2pm and lasted most of the afternoon and evening and I had the same headache on the right side of my head today at the exact same time. I'm beginning to wonder if maybe it is a side from the tbol.
I weighed myself this morning and I'm up 11 pounds since last week. Last week I was 258 and this morning I was 269. I'm guessing this is from a slight gain in lbm and the rest water from the test. However, I'm not looking bloated or puffy. Actually, quite the opposite. I'm looking pretty hard and vascular and I've gotten several compliments on how lean I'm getting.
Tonight was dead lifts and shoulders. I felt good all day today except for the headache but as soon as I started lifting it went away. I had great aggression and focus on the gym tonight. My recovery between sets was the best I think they ever have been. I killed my dead lifts tonight. I did 225x10 315x8 405x5 455x5 475x5 500x5 and 315x8 and I felt like I could do 5 more sets. It has been a good 6 months since I pulled 500# I haven't been able to pull that kind of weight since been before I started cutting. I then finished up my workout by killing my shoulders. I kept it somewhat light tonight and really did a lot of volume, which is different for me. I had a pump from hell in my shoulders and it felt awesome. All in all, this was one of the best workouts I've had in a long time. I think I better buckle up because I think shit is about to get serious.
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Yesterday I did my 3rd pin in my right quad and everything went very smooth. It was definitely my best pin yet. I only have very very minor pip today, it's basically unnoticeable. Yesterday I had a killer headache that started around 2pm and lasted most of the afternoon and evening and I had the same headache on the right side of my head today at the exact same time. I'm beginning to wonder if maybe it is a side from the tbol.
I weighed myself this morning and I'm up 11 pounds since last week. Last week I was 258 and this morning I was 269. I'm guessing this is from a slight gain in lbm and the rest water from the test. However, I'm not looking bloated or puffy. Actually, quite the opposite. I'm looking pretty hard and vascular and I've gotten several compliments on how lean I'm getting.
Tonight was dead lifts and shoulders. I felt good all day today except for the headache but as soon as I started lifting it went away. I had great aggression and focus on the gym tonight. My recovery between sets was the best I think they ever have been. I killed my dead lifts tonight. I did 225x10 315x8 405x5 455x5 475x5 500x5 and 315x8 and I felt like I could do 5 more sets. It has been a good 6 months since I pulled 500# I haven't been able to pull that kind of weight since been before I started cutting. I then finished up my workout by killing my shoulders. I kept it somewhat light tonight and really did a lot of volume, which is different for me. I had a pump from hell in my shoulders and it felt awesome. All in all, this was one of the best workouts I've had in a long time. I think I better buckle up because I think shit is about to get serious.
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Those are some good numbers on deadlift bro!!! I thought it was kind of euphoric when the test started kicking in for me. The sense of well being is amazing. Glad to see everything coming together for you. Keep killin it!!!
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Hi everyone! It's been awhile since I've been on, I've been extremely busy. I recently moved 2 weeks ago and life has been hectic to say the least. The week I moved I took the whole week off from lifting and work, it was necessary. Last week I had a very hard time adjusting back to working and lifting. My workouts were horrible, I'll never take a week off again.
I started week 4 of test on Sunday and I haven't really noticed anything other than I'm starting to feel A LOT fuller and more pumped than I ever have. I have still not gotten anything out of the tbol and I'm up to 100mg/day. I wont be using it again. Last night I finally had a great workout. I pulled and triples of 500 on deads, which I haven't done in a long time. I just overall had a great workout last night. I have taken a break from cardio and a calorie deficit, as I felt that my body needed it. I'm eating at maintenance calories right now and I plan on keeping it there. I'm going to try to stay updating this a little more, especially now that I'm really getting into the thick of my test cycle.
Here is a picture from last night.
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I started week 4 of test on Sunday and I haven't really noticed anything other than I'm starting to feel A LOT fuller and more pumped than I ever have. I have still not gotten anything out of the tbol and I'm up to 100mg/day. I wont be using it again. Last night I finally had a great workout. I pulled and triples of 500 on deads, which I haven't done in a long time. I just overall had a great workout last night. I have taken a break from cardio and a calorie deficit, as I felt that my body needed it. I'm eating at maintenance calories right now and I plan on keeping it there. I'm going to try to stay updating this a little more, especially now that I'm really getting into the thick of my test cycle.
Here is a picture from last night.
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i cant believe tbol is not doing it for you but it may just not be something your responding too... that's a very high dose as well... ive seen some huge size from tbol on so many people... maybe next time you go with dbol or anadrol... see how your body takes either of those... or winstrol on the back of this cycle... its all trial and error...
im glad to see you back and that things are calming down for you! Time to get back to tearing it up!
im glad to see you back and that things are calming down for you! Time to get back to tearing it up!
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Yea, I know everyone raves over tbol but for me it just hasn't lived up to its hype. Now to say it hasn't done anything is probably a bit of an over statement, as I'm sure I've made some gains from it. I have gotten countless compliments from people about how big I've gotten. I was called the terminator the other day by a guy a work, lol. My problem is, I haven't felt anything from the tbol, I feel as if I've been on nothing. My strength hasn't improved, my stamina hasn't improved but my phsyic has changed. This can't be due to the test I'm guessing because I'm only on week 4.
I have decided this week to play around with my ai dosage because I think I've had it too hi. My sex drive isn't what I think it should be, my strength gains are basically non existent and my mood and motivation has been complete shit. I've been on 15mg aromasin on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday plus 75mg proviron. I'm going to change my aromasin to 15mg on Monday and Thursday and see how that goes. I have had 0 issues with elevated e. Like I said, I actually think its been a bit low.
Last night I did back and biceps and my workout was just like every other week. Not much in the gains department and moderate intensity. I feel like mentally I'm just not there when I'm in the gym. Not much drive or focus. Something has got to give and start changing or I'm going to start thinking aas just aren't for me.
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I have decided this week to play around with my ai dosage because I think I've had it too hi. My sex drive isn't what I think it should be, my strength gains are basically non existent and my mood and motivation has been complete shit. I've been on 15mg aromasin on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday plus 75mg proviron. I'm going to change my aromasin to 15mg on Monday and Thursday and see how that goes. I have had 0 issues with elevated e. Like I said, I actually think its been a bit low.
Last night I did back and biceps and my workout was just like every other week. Not much in the gains department and moderate intensity. I feel like mentally I'm just not there when I'm in the gym. Not much drive or focus. Something has got to give and start changing or I'm going to start thinking aas just aren't for me.
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its all about tweaking and adjusting bro... don't get too impatient too quickly... you have to remember, you have had MAJOR things and stresses going on in your life, you were eating at a huge deficit and now your trying to do a 180 and get more size and strength all coupled with everything else... don't expect too much too quick bro... understand that ALL these factors play a role here and you have been through A LOT already... just be patient, work through everything, adjust your dosing, get bloodwork to confirm and then reassess... there is no magic cookie cutter method here... EVERYONE is different in terms of responses by outside stimulus etc... this is newer to you at this point so it takes time...
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Ok, I'm going to try to give an update here. As most know that have been following me, I've had a lot of crap going wrong here lately. I think I've finally got everything sorted out. I believe I was taking too much aromasin which had caused me a lot of problems. Basically no gains and feeling like a big bag of shit. I decided to stop taking the aromasin, last Thursday was my last dose. I won't take it again until sides start to appear or if my blood say otherwise next week. I'm planning bloods for next Tuesday. Saturday I was at my worst. I was so angry I wanted to destroy shit. My whole body was hurting and I felt sick. Since then, I have improved every day. The last two days I have felt absolutely incredible. My head is back to normal and I just overall feel great. My mind is back to being focused on my goals. I had a great workout last night. I made small gains in both weight and reps bit most of all I felt great. I pulled a 505 for a triple and a 515 for a single on deads, so I was fairly happy with that. I was so pumped last night after my workout I couldn't hardly sleep. I only got around 4 hours last night and then I worked 13 hours today. Not once today was I tired and out of energy. I had they most incredible pump all day, just absolutely hard as a rock. I work outside, so all day I was grabbing everywhere I could and just randomly doing pull ups because I just felt like I had to. I had such a hard pump I thought I was going to explode if I didn't do some pull ups, lol. I went to the gym tonight and did some chest and triceps and I absolutely destroyed my workout. My aggression was through the roof during my workout. I felt as if I just didn't want to stop lifting. I can't express enough how much of an absolute beast that I have felt like the last two days. In the last 24 hours I have gotten compliments from 3 different people. Last night a random guy at the gym came up to me and gave me a little punch on the arm and said "Damn man, you just melting all that fat away aren't ya" I couldn't help but to smile from ear to ear. This morning at work our process planner called me "Franz" and then this afternoon I had to walk a contractor through my process area, whom I haven't seen in several months, and he looked at me and said, "Jesus dude, what do you eat small children?" Once again, I couldn't help but to smile from ear to ear. I'm not the type that usually looks for validation but after the last couple of weeks that I've had those were things that I needed to hear.
I took some updated pics just to share. I am very bad at photos, I'm not photogenic, I look a lot better on person I promise.
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I took some updated pics just to share. I am very bad at photos, I'm not photogenic, I look a lot better on person I promise.
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bro i know we are our own worst critics and often times other see things that we don't see but as smart as you are, there's no way you can't look at these pictures right now and see the HUGE amounts of progress... its impossible for you to not see it... its that apparent! your doing a wonderful and commendable job and setting a strong example for everyone... keep it up!
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Thanks, bro. I really appreciate the kind words. I definitely know I've made a lot of progress and I'm happy with the progress that I've made. I guess my overall dissatisfaction of where I'm at comes from the fact that I was delusional on how badly out of shape I was at the beginning of this year. You don't really realize how bad off you are until you put the kind of work in that I have and realize that you're still far off. It's obvious though that I'm on the right track and my work is showing because of the daily compliments I'm getting. I got two more last night at the gym. One really big bad ass that works out at my gym, who I look up to have me a compliment. This guy doesn't talk to anyone, he always has his headphones on, he never looks at a phone, doesn't talk, and moves some seriously heavy weight. He came up to me last night and was talking about my dead lifts and said he was impressed how smoothly I can pull 500 for multiple reps. He then said he pays attention to people in there and he can differentiate between those that are serious and not and it's obvious I'm serious, I don't mess around while I'm in there and I obviously know what I'm doing because I've gotten lean and huge. It really made my night hearing that from him. Then later in my workout a younger guy approached me and asked me how long I've been working out and I told him off and on for the last 15 years. He then said I'm trying to get arms like yours, what do I have to do to get big like you. I simply said you have to eat as much as you possibly can man. He was a rather lean guy. So, that made me feel pretty good that someone actually thought I looked worth enough to ask advice. Either way I'm far from where I want to be and I'm just going to keep on working hard.
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Thanks, bro. I really appreciate the kind words. I definitely know I've made a lot of progress and I'm happy with the progress that I've made. I guess my overall dissatisfaction of where I'm at comes from the fact that I was delusional on how badly out of shape I was at the beginning of this year. You don't really realize how bad off you are until you put the kind of work in that I have and realize that you're still far off. It's obvious though that I'm on the right track and my work is showing because of the daily compliments I'm getting. I got two more last night at the gym. One really big bad ass that works out at my gym, who I look up to have me a compliment. This guy doesn't talk to anyone, he always has his headphones on, he never looks at a phone, doesn't talk, and moves some seriously heavy weight. He came up to me last night and was talking about my dead lifts and said he was impressed how smoothly I can pull 500 for multiple reps. He then said he pays attention to people in there and he can differentiate between those that are serious and not and it's obvious I'm serious, I don't mess around while I'm in there and I obviously know what I'm doing because I've gotten lean and huge. It really made my night hearing that from him. Then later in my workout a younger guy approached me and asked me how long I've been working out and I told him off and on for the last 15 years. He then said I'm trying to get arms like yours, what do I have to do to get big like you. I simply said you have to eat as much as you possibly can man. He was a rather lean guy. So, that made me feel pretty good that someone actually thought I looked worth enough to ask advice. Either way I'm far from where I want to be and I'm just going to keep on working hard.DylanGemelli said:
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