I started taking steroid from age of 22 my first cycle was winstrol sustanon and trenbolone every day for 3 months . After that my 2nd cycle was testaviron depot 250 mg two times in a week . Now i have completed my 3rd cycle which consists of diababol and stanazol oral , testaviron deport 250mg two times per week and deca 25mg . After every steroid cycle i loose all gains and i am also facing side effects like loosing hair pain in upper back etc . I have done pct of all cycles by taking hgh clomid and nolvadex. But now i dont want to take it what are the alternatives can i go for . I am going gym fron 3 year currently i am 24 years old 5 10 height 65 kg weight my goal is 80kg muscle mass . Please help