at 23 years old, as i mentioned in your other thread, this is a huge mistake to use gear itself... i can't recommend that to you especially considering what you wrote in your other thread about what you have already been through... my assumption would be that you learned your lesson but it truly does not sound as if you did, which is quite disturbing and disappointing to say the least... i could set you up a very strong sarms stack that would be very ideal but you should not be using any sort of anabolics whatsoever...