Hello everyone! Just smoked a joint, helps really me really recover faster, helps with my shoulder pains and well hell then i just wanted to write something here My first "cycle" was 2005 when friend of mine gave me some pills and said take 2 tabs per day and you will grow! I think its important to mention here that, this was my first time at the gym We had a gym were i worked 6 days a week 12hours a day for 4 years. Well i started my cycle and started training but fuck i didnt know shit! But still i grew like a matafaka, maybe those days pills were stronger or because it was my first cyle, i think it was D-bol but not sure. 8 weeks got by and i was happy i had sixpack and everything i looked good. 3-4 weeks after that i CRASHED like little girl, ever heard of PCT. I was mentally and fysically fucked up seriously. and the worst thing is i didnt knew what it was wrong with me, my "friend" didnt tell nothin about side effects. I dont think i never fully recovered from that blow. i didnt train for 5 years. Later i bought gym equipments in to my house and i trained a little bit, the truth please: didnt train. I got T-bols and for 8 weeks and made nice gains. After that stopped training again. From year 2005-2010 i trained whole 16 weeks. 2010 i met some guy who needed a training partner, and was like okay lets start training together, from then we have trained 4-5 time every week together. After 8 months of training i did 6 weeks of winstrol body fat about 22% stupid as fuck... After that i trained 6 more month without gear. Then i started with sustanon 1ml/cc per week 250mg. And i really noticed improvments in my life, sexdrive came home after many years Now i have been 3 years 1ml per of sustanon week and i keep growing more and more. Once i took deca 2ml per week and sust 500 per week and got rally bad acne, my fault but roacuttan helped. After deca acne i desided just to go with differend esters maybe thow in some T-bol in the mix. Im so glad i found dylans channel (big fan) i have learnerd so much from dylan chanel ,theres nothing is better than knowlege. I will keep my dosages low and keep growing. Mind,food and gym. PEACE. Now im 83kg and bodyfat 11.7% height 178cm age 36. I do blast and cruise but only 2 blast per year. Dont hate me bacause im human