You say you love this huh? Here's a little motivation for you... begin your journey by dropping the excuses first. At 26yo regardless of what you think is going on you're at the prime of your life, so man the fuck up and get that 30% jelly down to below 20% for starters and prove your love. Everybody claims to love something, rarely do they prove it. You love your mother right? You'd jump in front of a bullet for her I'm sure... so jump in front of some cardio and sound nutrition for yourself. Excuses about fitness are the dumbest fucking thing ever. Exercise can greatly reduce stress and help you cope with your issues, elevated body fat causes elevated estrogen issues, your gyno is from your being a fat ass. Nearly 20" three years ago? Are we one of those people? Well back in high school I played fullback AND middle linebacker... that has done absolutely jack shit for me as an adult. I had a chance to try out for the NFL Europe back in the 90's... yep zero done for me today by it. Nobody gives two shits about 3 years ago. Today you're 220 pounds and 66 pounds of that is a 4th grade childs bodyweight of jelly.
What are you gonna do about today? You want to stimulate growth while on MK 677? I'd recommend some SR9009, Cadarine a caloric deficit and a treadmill before you gain shit other than the motivation to trim the fuck up. This is your opportunity to make the right decision at age 26 on how 30, 35, 40 and everyday afterwards will be cuz right about now... your fucking excuses aren't doing shit but contributing to your demise.
If you needed someone to hold your hand and praise you... I'm not your dude. What you need is to wipe up your tears and man the fuck up. Your 26, not 6. 20" three years ago lol... get on a treadmill Honey Boo-Boo. The excuse dumpster is just ahead, I suggest you download all of yours before continuing 'what you love to do'.
I am a dick, but I'm a dick that wants you to be the best you possible rather than make excuses... luck is only 1% of this journey, the other 99% is effort and determination.