So after years of AAS use and self imposed TRT and planned continued use. Let's say at this moment if I were to cease using AAS how much of what I built would I keep after combating turning into a emo bitch till I controlled cortisol and estrogen. Current weight 240 @ 12%, AAS starting weight 196-200 lbs @17%. Just a hypothetical question. Eventually I'll be too old and shaking to be pinning.