You guys are great! Loving this positive attitude and acceptance. NY ROBO it was someone named kevin holds out of Miami. I admit that I have been impulsive and super excited about trying to push my body to the next level, and that excitement affected my judgement. I have wanted to try chemicals for a while for several reasons, including strength and fitness, but also for a "masculine" boost. I have wanted to "feel" more manly and powerful. This is part of the reason I started lifting in the first place. I have done well building muscle and getting much stronger. I am without a doubt much stronger than some people would expect from such a small man. I am 29, about 160 lbs and 5' 6". Not big. I last benched 225 for 4 reps. I can do 18 pull-ups on a good day, and 16 any day. I think I have room to grow naturally, but my gains are not even close to what they were 2 or 3 years ago.