do you recall what your average total test level was on trt? the feelings you describe... i feel like that OFF the trt dose and after my 8 week PCT. i'm so pissed off, i can't think straight. weird how these hormones work... on the cruise dose and on cycle, i was calm, tons of energy & felt great. i'm very interested to see how you recover, good luck!
I have to go back and find them, I think I have the results saved on my lap top at home somewhere, but I am at work so if I can remember I will post them.