Sir ,this is crazy.If Sarms screwed you up that bad .Doesn't it seem perfectly natural to go fill a big syringe of 3 ml 250 mg test cyp get some aromasin and do whats natural to your body.Give it testosterone.Take 500 mg per week for 4 weeks and I promise you you'll be at 1500 or greater and feeling like the HULK! Thats just me though ,I'm not bashing that liquid stuff I've just not used it.