This is extremely valuable info. The biggest thing thats making me reluctant to use anything is the mental side effects. I've dealt with depression since I was 16 and Ive read a few things that have really scared the shit out of me. Some guys were saying before they started steroids they had never thought about suicide and after their first cycle, it was definitely on their mind for a period of time. Ive never been an aggressive guy but depression out of nowhere has definitely been a problem and I'm just worried gear could make it worse.
I know these are worst case scenarios but I'm just interested in hearing the worst and best of it all before making a decision.
I'm a really cautious guy and I'm really interested to hear what the absolute worst thing/situation/moment/interaction/side effect you guys have ever had to deal with when it came to using gear?
For example did you fall into a deep depression, did you lose your patience on someone you regretted, did you get in a fight, was it some other physical or mental side?
I've searched quite a bit and there really isn't a lot of info on how bad suppression can be for people, other then people describing it by feeling like "death" or feeling like "shit".