44 is not just a friend, he's a good friend to me... He will be fine guys... I feel him a million percent.. if anyone can relate, i can... i have my moments daily but you now what, ultimately, i LOVE what i do and i love all of you and even the split second thought of not having this, leaves me an aimless wanderer... when this is your life, then you cannot live without it... Happy Easter to everyone!