@Jacksteel
Actually, there are medical facilities in jail. I know because I have been there. Not bragging by any measure, it just happens to be part of my story. I too struggled with alcohol and substance abuse. I always managed to hold a good suit and tie job, but in the end was nothing more than a dressed up trash can. I finally hit a point in my life that was "personally unacceptable" to me and i refused to go on living like that. I have now been sober for 5 1/2 years from alcohol and all mind and mood altering substances. For me, even playing around with gear was dangerous grounds as i have the addiction of "more". I have seen others get sober from alcohol or drugs, only to start abusing gear in the same manner. It's all the same. Fortunately, the addiction to gear didn't take hold with me.
Only you can make the decision to take the action necessary to address the problem. Once you discover your "why", then you can figure out the "how".
Feel free to PM me.