okay bro... its understandable to be desperate but you have to be careful into crossing into stupidity, which i think you caught yourself before you actually did it... you want relief, i get that and yet do you want to sacrifice other areas of health, especially when it comes to certain functionality that you probably want to have, i think you should rethink your approach... Deca will only work while you are using it... you clearly cannot use it too long... then what happens? the band aid is gone and the wound is exposed again... so, you need REAL healing correct? ive just put out several videos on mk677 and have discussed sarms for healing purposes... i can show you a stack that will work long term and things you can actually use SAFELY long term... far different scenario, far better scenario, far more effective one and definitely a more sustainable one..