Come on man, seriously? You seem extremely impulsive judging by some of the bad decisions you've made. Don't make another one like this. Just no. I really think you do have anxiety because you are worrying yourself to death. If it's low estrogen ride it out. It will come back. Don't play this rollercoaster game. Low estrogen and anxiety is a bad combo, but instead of guessing get your bloodwork done and see wgats going on.