I have upmost respect for you for doing this. Your body and mind will eventually tell you that enough is enough. I have been there myself. Absolutely listen to your body. Take a break. Your body and mind are craving it. You are NOT going to deflate. Enjoy your time off. Your B/P will def lower...
Too young to run steroids. More muscle will not help you make baskets. There are drugs that can increase stamina. If you were a boxer or MMA dude, I'd say yes, in about 5 years. And even then, I'd advise you to build as much natty muscle as you can first.
I only use slin pins now. I got sick of the scar tissue build up. I do not backfill. And yes, you can get 1cc pins. There is a trick to filling the barrel. Insert the pin thru the stopper. Pull all the way back and hold it.back for about 20 seconds. You want to hold it untill some oil comes...
Thats a lot of gear. If you plan to run a cycle like this. Id expect you to know already if this is a good cycle. How many cycles have you done before. What were they?
I had major issues with libido. At my age 52 your free testosterone starts to get bound up. I took avena sativa and t was like night and day. Not sure if this is your problem because you have not provided any stats.
Have a look at this. This guy is a Dr...
Trust me when I tell you. Build as much muscle as you can with your natty test. Because this is the muscle that you will be able to keep. I didn't do my first cycle till I was in my 30's