So to make this story as short as possible I'm a 29 year old make. 5'10". Before getting sick with what I believe are hormonal issues or pituitary gland issues ( I'll explain more later in the message) I was working out 4-5 days a week eating healthy and I was also put on trt of 120mg weekly by a doctor. I got up to 201lbs with 13% body fat. Fast forward. The longer I was on trt the sicker I became. I don't believe this to be from the trt but something else hormonal. Unfortunately trt really didn't do much for me. I still contained to have no energy, no sex drive, no errections, body crashing after every work out. Everything sounded like a low t issue. Any way I had to stop working out due to getting sicker. I have been off of trt for 1 month. I have to get a pituitary gland bloodwork along with hypogonadism bloodwork in 2 months but had to withdraw for 3 months. Since getting sicker I had to stop working out, So far I have lost 30lbs. All my muscle is pretty much gone. At first I felt really ill coming off trt but after a month in I have felt a little better. I still don't know what is wrong with me until the endocrinologist does blood work. Even then we don't know if his is hormone related or not. I have been struggling with this since my early twenties. Only to have steadily progressed over the years of getting sicker and sicker. The gym was my escape. Mentally it was wonderful for me. I enjoyed seeing my body change even though I feel at my age I was much slower to progress then other men my age. My question is to everyone is if the doctors ever figure out what is wrong with me and am able to feel better I would like to try sarms to help gain my size back. I know I'm not a skeleton but that's what I feel like. After struggling with trying to find a good trt protocol and very high estrogen to low estrogen and everything inbetween I really don't want to go back on trt because I honestly didn't feel much different If at all. Maybe there's any underlying problem that wasent allowing me feel he effects of trt but this is all just a guess at this point. I think to plan ahead and have a plan. So I would like everyone's opinion on what sarm cycle to start with could benefit me in helping gaining my size back if the day ever comes to where I'm healthy again. I really hope that day comes sooner then later. I appreciate you all.