Man its been off for about three months wife split out of nowhere really was a shock took the kids. now I have them 50/50 so that's good just swamped. eating is off track stomach was shot from stress so dropped weight but good news I got good definition I guess just Trying to move forward and start new. Said she wants to talk about possible reconcile just scared as hell to put my kids in that situation again my oldest technically Step son want to live with me and has stayed here more than there is hopeful but who knows