Based on the honest feedback this post has given me + additional research, I will be staying off test, and will remain on sarms.Good luck with everything, unfortunately, what you have done and the path you are on is going to lead to an over abundance of long term issues and a very low quality of life as you age. I understand at 22 that you cannot grasp nor consider the long term and its extremely unfortunate to see... I truly wish you nothing but the best, just understand, it is a certainty